I've actually contemplated about writing this. Just... why do love have to come at such an inconvenient timing? I avoided having a crush on anyone since 2 years ago and I just have crush on one of my classmates. WHY. It's also my final year in secondary school which means I'll have to focus really hard on my studies this year. I actually wanted to become friends with him at first and he's a really nice guy. Being the anti-social girl that I am, I only realized he's there around 4 months back when actually we've been in the same class for 2 years already. Umm that also applies to other classmates as well. Especially males. OTZ Anyway, he was very friendly and open. I really enjoy talking with him and we went out on a class outing. We went ice-skating and tried talking to him in real life and after that, he became kinda reserved. I was like 'what happened?'. Apparently, according to his friends, he is not accustomed to girls so he's just shy and I ...