Mi Journal

Dressed all formal and prepped up for a presentation.. Only to have it cancelled 30 minutes before due to unavailability of external panels. OTZ OTZ OTZ Or maybe it was their scheme to make sure all students finished their work on time. Hmm..      Anyway, it was the last swimming session for this semester and also Giang's last official session. I didn't get to swim at all this semester because I was too busy either doing assignments or events or other stuff but I always made sure to come as often as I can to their session though that doesn't happen often. ;_;      It was a serene night. Giang brought his GoPro to film around and take photographs. I was a bit sadden that I can't go down and take with everyone in the pool but it's okay. I still get to take on land hahaha. Better than nothing though it does remind that everything will be different next semester. They played around taking funny pics underwater. I'm happy they are...

There will be many things happening 4 weeks later; both good and sad. Time is running out but I know life goes on. 4 more weeks and I'll be in Japan again!! I'm quite excited. But 4 more weeks and Giang and Cindy (an exchange student from HK) will be leaving MMU. Realization just hit close recently and I couldn't stop imagining the day that I won't see them again or probably not often. I'm trying to spend more with them, appreciate the moments and taking in everything. Now, I'm not being negative but it is indeed saddening to think how everything will be different next semester. We won't be having our daily dinner with Giang anymore, nor have someone to play with. I will surely miss both of them. I know I have to buckle up because I have to accept reality even though it's not what I want but I've learned that life is like that. Growing up, a lot of people will leave you but it's up to us whether we still keep in touch or not. So for now,...

I am so exhausted, mentally. Never would I imagine that I would so soon reach a stage where I just feel like dropping everything. But, of course, I can't because I know this is just a temporary feeling. Degree has been strict and busy. More so than Foundation. But maybe it was just not the academics. I've been super active with events as well. Some, I don't even have a choice to quit. I had to take it all in. Other than that, I worry about my results too. I have a few groups going in a not-so-good direction because of the leaders' incompetency and I do not know what I can do to help them as I look at us dropping behind all others. I tried all I can but what you can do don't count much if other members' are lazy. I am a perfectionist (I remind myself that I have to be real too) and I get paranoid/panicky when I see things not doing as well as I want, especially when it's not under my control fully. For this trimester alone, I've done 5 events and 3 ...

Convofest takes place for 5 days and I am involved with their opening ceremony dance. It's a collaboration between 5 clubs to produced the 1mmu dance. Basically, it's a dance made up of people from different ethnicity in Malaysia. Sis and I were there to represent the Chinese people haha. We danced to a Namibia, Chinese, Indian, Sabahan and Malay song. Will be doing the same routine too for the closing ceremony this coming Monday. Practicing on the balcony which is also attached to a rooftop.  Such a relaxing feeling, sitting on top without any barrier, above all else. Cheongsam! It's actually my first time wearing it out because it was too loose last time. Guess I grew up.  Photo taken by Giang. So bright till eyes can't open. Windyyy dayyy Walked around Convofest the next day and received this from Nisa! "Are you my phone charger? Because I'd die without you." Craft items. Since I love lov...