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     I've finally had some time to sit down and do my own thing so I decided to look back read my old blog posts. To be honest, I'm quite surprised how much one can change in a year. The way I think and things that I share is definitely different already. Sometimes, I do miss the old me. She was more vibrant, not afraid to share what she thinks but can also be pretty naive. XD I laughed a lot more too. But somehow, I also like the me now more. I have more freedom and though I still have a lot of doubts, I don't seemed to get stressed out about them as much as last time. Maybe sometimes I just don't want to care anymore hahaha it's tiring :)

     This year has been a roller coaster ride. I cried a lot but there's also moments where I felt truly lucky. I experienced a lot of new feelings and even if this year is not one of my best, I did learnt a lot of things and I'm really grateful for that. I learned that there's more love in me than I thought. I thought I'm drained of them all already but they're actually just laying dormant in me. I know they will help me grow and I'm looking forward to seeing where I will be one year later! Will I be better? Will I be worse? I don't know but I will still look forward to it.

xoxo

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